我在想
                                                                                 可能是在恐慌我又荒废了一年又长大了一岁
                                                                                 亦或是在恐慌自己又离死亡近了一步
                                                                                 但我并不怕死亡
                                                                                 因为终究要走到尽头
                                                                                 更何况那曾经是我的梦想
                                                                                 梦想着上天能早点结束我这枯燥的生命
 
                                                                                 你问我为何不自己结束?
                                                                                 因为我懦弱因为我没有勇气.......
 
 

                                我怕长大
                                我怕懂事
                                我怕成熟
                                我害怕去面对这样那样的问题
                                我真的怕
                                怕让母亲伤心
                                怕让朋友担心
                                怕让所有爱我的人都失望的渐渐离我而去
                               

                                我怕
                                怕孤独   
                                怕自卑
                                怕没有人爱
                                怕自己变成一个被人丢弃的布娃娃.......

            怕......      怕......     怕...... 
            

 
            慌......      慌......     慌......
           

       ---------------------------------------------地狱蝶（谢谢欣赏）